Past

Sweet yet painful memories of the past are haunting me. I was blinded by the shine of a new character. Just when I thought everything is finally mended, the scars of the past just start to bleed once again.

Is it because the shining character suddenly vanished and thus the dullness and imperfections of within were revealed? It's not like as if the shining character is just a replacement of what was lost. Maybe it's the absence which makes me feel the loneliness and triggers the anxiousness I naturally possess.

I know it's not the same source. Yet, the feeling deep inside is somehow identical. Not too sure what is actually bleeding, old scars ... or new wounds?

This feeling of uncertainty makes my heart to shred into tiny bits of pieces.