OMG! ♥

It's really nice to be back in school. My first day of this school year was super fun. ☺

We started a new topic in Math which is so much better than the last one we had. I just got an A in English. YES ENGLISH! HAHA. OMG I am so much improving. But of course life is still fair because my day wasn't perfect. Just when I was so high for having such a 'day', it happened so that my last subject has to be Economics and today is my first meeting with my new teacher. HAHA. She was the most boring teacher ever and all I wanted during that lesson was to get out. Goodbye Economics, after all I'm going to drop you.

But oh well, overall my day was fun. And I am going to have fun tonight, meaning I'm going to do homeworks tomorrow. ♥

Start ♥

I'm so excited for friday. HAHA. But to be honest, I haven't really finished my homeworks. I've always been fixing my schedule but most of the time I'm not following it. It's hard to have discipline. HAHA self-discipline. I can't just sit and do my work until it's all done. There has got to be something left behind which is annoying. But it's ok. I thought that if I enjoy what I am doing then all these wouldn't be burden to me. Instead, a gift perhaps. (: I'm really excited. I don't know if it's the fact that I'm in yr 12 that makes me feel this way or is it something else. I must be scared. But I'm not. HAHA. I'm looking forward to doing HSC. Bring it on! ♥

Dream - Callalily

As i walked along the sky
Of my dream you came alive
And it feels you're made to change
My whole life
And i know you will be there
There for me to make me stare
And it will be always and
Forever in my dreams

Dream, it makes me change but not for real
'cause i only see you smiling
In my dreams, that's the only time
I make you feel
What i have for you is real

As i walked along the sky
Of my dream you came alive
And it feels you're made to change
My whole life
And i know you will be there
There for me to make me stare
And it will be always and
Forever in my dreams

Come to me and hold me in my dreams
Let me touch you for a while
And don't let me realize that i am dreaming
'cause i'll be missing you,
I'll be missing you?

As i ran along the sky
Full of dreams, hopes and lies
You just come to make me feel
That we're supposed to be together
And i know you will be there
There for me to make me stare
And it will be always and
Forever in my dreams

As i ran along the sky
Full of dreams, hopes and lies
You just come to make me feel
That we're supposed to be together
And i know you will be there
There for me to make me stare
And it will be always and
Forever in my dreams?

It's time to come around
It's time to wake up now
It's time to come around?

It's time to come around
It's time to wake up now
It's time to come around?

Strange

You seem so faraway when you're just here but you seemed so near when you were actually away.

Captured Moment

Not everything that is seen by the eyes is the truth. Sometimes you just got to have faith.

When things like this happen, I am the loser. I don't have the right to ask. I don't even have the right to react like this. Why do I care anyway? Whenever someone asks me about it, I've always been saying that I don't care. It's been months now and I am still bothered. I thought I've already forgotten about it. Why is there a need to remind me of this? It's a stain. Yes, it is a stain - dirty and inescapable.

How I wish I have the detergent to wash it off. Clearly, just water is not enough.