I wish

.. everything is back to normal

.. that I do well in my exam tomorrow

.. that I get band 6

.. that there's peace and harmony in my entire family

.. that he knows that I accept him for who he is

.. that we can talk without barriers

.. that I can hear thoughts of other people

.. that I can be a little shy

.. that I can say everything that I want to say

.. that he can talk to me without worrying about anything

.. that he knows it hurts when I get ignored and avoided

.. that time freezes now so I can study more

.. that I won't have regrets after tomorrow's exam

.. that I am granted millions of wishes so everything I just said will come true.

I wish it is that easy.

Birthday 2009

My birthday was fun and different from all the other birthdays I've had. I'm not saying that my past birthdays weren't fun. It's just that this one is different. Firstly, I had 3-day celebration of my birthday. Secondly, I had no school on my birthday. And Lastly, I didn't have a party. ♥

On the 11th of October, my family and I had a long drive to Canberra to see the Floriade. The trip was too long that I got tired even before I've got to see the flowers. But what can I say? All the stress was gone as soon as I laid my eyes on the tulips. They were so beautiful. I never thought that there would be lots of kinds of tulips in the world and appear in different colours. (: My dad got amused on taking photos of the flowers. I got too excited to take pictures of myself with of course the flowers. My younger brother was funny though. He wasn't in the mood for photos. HAHA. I can't blame him. Is there any guy in the world who would like to have a photo with flowers as the background? Where would the toughness be? HAHA.

My mom and I were dying to find a plant shop. What's the purpose of going there without taking some pretty flowers home? HAHA. Unfortunately, they don't sell flower plants. :S We were so sad that we even attempted to just pick flowers from the floriade. HAHA. But of course, my dad was there and he acted so KJ, he didn't even let us pick a single flower. I would want to have one and put it on my ear. HAHA. Fun day.

On my actual birthday, ok here it goes. HAHA. To be honest, I enjoy greeting my friends at midnight of their actual birthday. I mean, I would stay up so late just to greet them and be the first one. (: But there is one fact, no one has actually waited midnight for my birthday ever. Maybe there are some who would wake up so early just to greet me, but not at 12.00am. So, the night before my birthday, I was planning to sleep early since I was too tired from the floriade. And I wasn't expecting anyone to wait until midnight just to greet me.

I headed to my bed at 9.00pm and I was too tired that I just wanted to sleep right away. But I couldn't sleep. Could I be excited? I don't know. I just can't sleep. And the worse thing is, my head is empty. It would have been fine if I can think of something so I can be pre-occupied. But NOTHING. Just when I thought I could be sleeping, that I am maybe half-awake, my moblie phone sang, very loudly :S I must have forgotten to turn it into silent mode. HAHA. Someone messaged me and asked me to wait until midnight!! Can you figure out now why this one is a different birthday? HAHA.

So there you go, my friends greeted me at exactly 12.00am. Not only friends, my brothers too as well as my cousins. Well, the other one greeted me at 2.00am. ==" HAHA. I appreciate every single message. It's just that, why are they all the same? HAHA. But there is odd one out. It looked really familiar. HAHA. It could be similar to a message I myself made before. HAHA. And now was altered and embellished then sent to me!! It was funny and touching. I actually felt special. So, I now know how they feel when I do that to them. ♥

I received a phone call early in the morning. And guess from who? MY GRANDPA in the Philippines!! OMG. I was touched. Then, followed by my other grandpa. And then my other friends. ♥

During the day, I watched a movie with my friends and cousins. We had fun at the mall, doing things that you can do at the mall. HAHA. Arcade, eat, walk around, etc. I received flowers, CARD and cake . HAHA. The card, I think, is bigger than me. And the cake is tiny. HAHA ☻I love everything. I appreciate everything especially the flowers, my favourite. ♥

I spent the night with my family. We had dinner at a restaurant. This scenario was the only thing that is the same with my past birthdays. Whatever happens, I always share a dinner with my family on the night of my birthday. ♥

I had a fun birthday. One person greeted me again up to the last minute of my birthday. I really felt special. HAHA. And that was familiar. I remember doing that to one special person. HAHA. Could I be talking about the same person? I don't know. You figure out for me. HAHA.

And so I slept with a big smile on my face. The next day, I celebrated my birthday with my school friends at the mall. We did the usual stuff - movie, lunch, walk around, sticker photos, etc. HAHA. That was really memorable and I'm not saying why. ☻

Am I forgetting something? Or Have I typed everything? I don't know. I couldn't remember. I just know that this is one of my best birthdays ever. ♥

Birthday wishes: Peace and Love within my family, Good marks in school, BAND 6 YEA!, Good health for my parents and Happiness in life ☺

My Love Is Here

Words, nothing but words
For me to show
How much my love for you unfolds
Through trouble and fears
This love feels so real
And I need you to know
Even though we’re far apart
You’re right beside me in my heart

Chorus:
Don’t you know my love is here?
Don’t you know my love is real?
You should know by now
This much is true
My love is here for you

Time, nothing but time
To make up your mind
I’ll give you all that you need
I want you to know
I’ll never let go
‘Til you come back to me
Even though you’re far away
I’m right beside you day by day

Repeat Chorus

Even though we’re far apart
You’re right beside me in my heart
Don’t you know my love is here?
Don’t you know my love is real (for you)?
You should know by now
This much is true
My love is here for you

♥

Puppy Love Story Part 2

And so, the girl moved to a foreign country. She started to have new friends. She has adjusted to the new culture and new atmosphere. She seemed to be enjoying the new place and eventually she called it "home" instead of a "new place".

The girl then lost her charms. She was no longer the flower that every guy wants. She was just an ordinary girl. Ms. Popular was no longer her title. What a weird world she went into that everything changed. Probably that's the reason why at first she was anti-social. She was so used to not making friends because before people are the ones to approach her. In her new home, she has to do the talking in order to get friends.

All these were okay to her. Eventually, she got used to everything and she even liked it better. Being ordinary is what she wanted now. Why? because she has no enemies. There are no mean girls who always try to make her look bad.

Almost two years had passed and the girl eventually developed a new love. She was so happy that finally there's someone who doesn't care about looks (she's no longer as pretty as she was before). She was enjoying everything associated with this new love. It's like a rebirth to her.

One day, as the girl wanders along a social networking site, the guy from her high school messaged her. She used the chat function of the site to talk to him. The conversation started as the way they used to start it, teasing, laughing and mocking around. In some parts of the conversation, the girl talked about the coincidence of having 3 special guys in her life with the same name. For example, Mark. The guy's name happened to be Mark. The guy asked why is he in the list. He was never special to her. At that very moment, all the confessions happened.

The guy said he was just making up stories about other girls to make her feel jealous and that deep inside, he was still in love with her. He said he was so heartbroken to find out that she was leaving the country and wasn't able to have the opportunity to tell her his true feelings.

The girl told him that she was hurt when he moved away from her and she broke up with her boy friend then. She told him that every time he talks about other girls, she hurts so bad that she would scream and ask for an ice cream. Of course, the guy wouldn't know that because ever since the girl loved ice cream.

The conversation ended as the girl had to do something else. The guy asked for her e-mail address and mobile number. They still hope to be friends after all. At least for the girl, it's pure friendship. For the guy, who knows? He maybe feels something else again.

This is a puppy love story that was never meant to be. What can you do if you are not destined to be together? No matter how you try, you will end up with the one whom you share one fate and one destiny. And in the end, you'll be even happier. Just take into account the girl in the story. ((:

Puppy Love Story

The summer vacation has ended and everyone's excited to go back to school. The students are so excited that they start to give each other never ending phone calls talking about how the vacation went and how excited they are to see each other. Of course, the shops are excited too that they start to rise prices of school supplies as surely there will be lots of people shopping for new ones.

Along with this atmosphere, there's one special girl who we are putting our spotlight on. During the summer vacation, she met guys from her village. The very first time she went out and socialised with people, lots of guys rushed to her and asked for her number. The guys started to court the girl. They flooded her with text messages and calls day and night. They even go pass her house every afternoon. They seemed to be persistent.

One afternoon, the girl received a phone call from one of her close friends. The conversation lasted for more than 2 hours. They talked about summer vacation and of course, the guys. From that conversation, the girl got curious about the feeling of having a boy friend. She let herself wonder about these stuff until the school starts.

First day of school, she was elected as the muse of the class (Muse is supposed to be the prettiest). Almost all of the guys from her class have a crush on her but there were two who were serious. They got her number and started to flood her with calls and text messages. After that, two more guys started to court her.

The girl seemed to enjoy the feeling of having lots of suitors. She loves the feeling of having almost everyone crushing on her. But she was still curious of what's it like to have a boy friend. Like duh, she was a boy magnet since primary school and no wonder there are guys still courting her in high school but she was dying to know and have the feeling of actually having a boy friend.

Out of curiosity, the girl chose a guy to be her first boy friend. The selection process was easy. She just sang a song and whose ever name it stops on, that's her boy friend.

Of course, the guys didn't know about her selection process. Some of them gave up. Some of them got depressed. But there's one who's still beside her. He always does what she wants him to do. He goes with her to the canteen. During lunch when she's busy, she'll have him go to the canteen and buy food for her. When she wants to text her boy friend but she still has a project to do (art project), the guy does it for her and letting her get 97% for a work she barely started and never finished.

This kind of scenario went on as the year goes on. There was once a situation where the girl can't go out of the car because she has to carry two plants for her project and of course her bag and the rain was pouring so angrily and she has no umbrella. Of course, she called him and at once he was there carrying an umbrella and acted like a superman who carried all her stuff while she walked beautifully like a princess.

One night, the girl was troubled that she wouldn't finish all the home works she has. She had to study for quizzes (knowing that her school is for nerds who gives quizzes everyday). Along with this, she had to finish every paper work and ugh drawing. DRAWING!! She can't draw. So, once again, the guy called her and asked her what's wrong. The guy asked her to just sleep while he does her project. WOW. He was such a man.

All these are nothing to the girl. She was immature then that she thinks all these are just for friendship's sake. She didn't think that the guy was in love with her all the time. She was naive. But everyone who doesn't know her thinks she's taking him for granted. And that's what she's basically doing, isn't it?

The guy got hurt as the girl was so "into" her boy friend and eventually he moved away from her. Having all this to happen, the girl realised something. She doesn't know what to do as she realised that she likes him. The girl broke up with her boy friend but she didn't tell anyone but one of her close friends. They kept it as a secret.

As the year goes on and approaches to end, she still likes the guy and she wanted to tell him. But she didn't, she thinks that it would look wrong as the guy might think that he's only a replacement.

One day, the class was so noisy. It sounded like they are teasing someone to approach his crush. The girl got curious and went in her class room. She found out that everyone's teasing the guy to approach his new crush, a girl from the class beside theirs. Silently, the girl was hurt but she pretended to be happy. She joined along with the teasing and eventually she moved away from him.

As the next school year starts, they were no longer in the same class. But every now and then, the guy would go with her to the canteen and have a little talk. The guy would often talk about other girls, knowing that the girl is still with her boy friend. Silently, the girl is hurting so badly.

The school year is about to end and the girl had to say farewell to everyone as she was about to migrate to a foreign country. What a puppy love story that didn't even have the chance to grow.

What to do now

Exams are over yet I couldn't sleep well. Hell weeks are over yet I couldn't go out. It's all over I wonder if we also are?

What to do now? S:

bakit niyo ko iniiwasan? ):