OPM - Original Pinoy Music

OPM is really soothing. .

Full of meaning..

Not shallow..

Not ordinary..

Just right..

Callalily.. Parokya ni Edgar.. Hale.. Session Road.. Spongecola.. True Faith.. Silent Sanctuary.. Bamboo.. South Border.. Juana.. Moonstar88.. MYMP :))

Mabuhay Filipino Music!! :)

Right Places..

This day is a contrast to that of yesterday. It's amazing how things just fall back to right places. I didn't even do anything but to worry. haha! I don't get it why I worry too much. I don't know what's wrong with me. Everything's a big deal for me. I can't just let things go easily.

Am I so predictable? Are they right when they say that people see me as an 'open book'?

Is it a bad thing? I can't even tell lies. Sometimes I want to hide something but I can't. Everyone knows that I'm not telling the truth. Sometimes I don't want to talk about things but they can easily tell what I think. It's really annoying.

Anyway, I think there's a good side out of everything. I just still don't know what exactly it is at the moment.

My brother and I talked like as if nothing happened. It's crazy. haha! I'm really happy that we're okay now. I feel so bad when he's not talking to me. I don't know. Maybe we're just so close that I'm not used to fighting. haha!

A little update about 646. I guess I'm just over-reacting. It's not like as if it's serious now. Why do I even care of what he thinks about her. I promise that I would not stress myself just because of him.

This day is super nice, exact opposite of yesterday. :) Take care :)

Sad Day

It's not a nice day for me. Maybe because it just suddenly became hot. I couldn't stand the heat. Plus, there are other things that make me feel so bad.

Why is my brother acting so weird? Am I so mean that he wouldn't want to talk to me? or at least look at me? :( What have I done wrong? I just didn't make it to study night because I had a headache. Is that the reason why he's like that? I don't know. He didn't wait for me in the morning. He didn't sit beside me in the bus. He didn't talk to me at all. :( I'm a bad girl.

What is wrong with the people today? What is wrong with 646? I'm happy in a way that he is a bit comfortable now. I feel good about the fact that he can express himself more distinctly. However, everything which is too much is not good. I'm not saying that he is over-confident or something. It's just that, I don't know.

Do I know what he's thinking? Obviously not. That's why I'm sad. Does he think that I'm too easy and he already got me? I don't like this situation. I feel so bad. I feel NOT so Filipina. I don't know. Maybe I'm just confused.

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Anyway, I had three periods of Math today. I'm super tired. I'm super exhausted. We finished two sets of HSC Review Sheets. At least, I forgot everything for a while. Math is a nice time-killer and a pain-reliever. haha! I have loads of homeworks today. I have to work on Chemistry, Physics, English, Economics and Math. I think I can never live without Math. haha! All of my subjects involve Math, except for English and Religion.

It's a hot, exhausting and a super SAD DAY. :(


***in pain***

A Bit of Update

I'm really sorry for my long-term absence. I've been busy in school and I've deprived myself of using computer. :)

My studies so far are going steady. I'm enjoying Math and Economics. As usual, Physics is a pain to me as well as English, but still manageable. Of course, Chemistry will always be my ever favourite. :) My Religion Class (SOS), also known as 'nap time' (lol!), is really a relief to me. It's nice to experience a period without any pressure from the teacher and no hard work expected. :)

Valentine's Day just passed through me like a snap. I can say that it's the most memorable hearts' day for me so far. It's like everything is brand new.

Body Language does it all. No need for words. Just actions. Everything's understood.

It's all in the eyes - sincerity, honesty, etc. Staring game is better than 21-Q's game. haha!

Okay now, am I so random? that no one could understand what I'm saying?

Anyway, I hope everyone had a nice Valentine's Day. Take care everyone. :)

I'm busy

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Some Signs of Falling in Love

I'm so tired of cutting vegetables. !!! Whew! I'm so exhausted.

Anyway, I just thought randomly of writing about signs of falling in love since it's Valentine's next week.

1. You'll find yourself liking the genre of music which you don't really like. (usually it happens when there's dedication, e.g. LSD)
   
2. You'll find yourself thinking of this someone when you're bored and you'll laugh because you'll wonder why you're thinking of him/her.
3. You'll suddenly do the things that you don't usually do.
4. You'll suddenly like watching romantic movies.
5. You'll choose this someone over the things you used to do.
6. You'll sacrifice your sleep for this someone.
7. If this someone is around, you want to stare at him/her but you don't want him/her to notice you.
8. If this someone is looking at you, you'll suddenly turn away.
9. You'll try your best to avoid this someone when he/she's around.
10. But, you'll keep on finding him/her when he/she's away.
11. At night, you can't sleep unless you think of this someone.
12. You want to call this someone even though you have nothing to say.
13. Sometimes, you'll end up giving this someone lots of missed calls. Of course, with your ID as hidden so that he/she'll only see "Anonymous/Unknown".
14. While reading this, you only have one person in mind.
15. And now, you're probably wondering what he/she's doing right now.

If you have all these signs. Beware because Cupid has hit you. lol. Corny. haha! Anyway, since Valentine's Day is coming up soon, why not think of impressing your loved one? :) Admit it, you're in love. yikee!! Hey! I'm just trying to help you guys. I'm out of the love thing. (defensive?) haha!

Feb 7 Diary Entry

haha! I just thought of writing an entry because I woke up early today. wii:)

I have nothing much to say because it's just the start of the day. Tonight, we'll be having lots of guests. I don't know when will I do my homeworks. Obviously, tonight is not the perfect time because there will be lots of distractions.

Instead of assuming what's gonna happen today, I'll just write about the past few days.

The more you avoid someone, the more you'll see him. The more you think of backing off, the more you fall. haha! That's weird. Well anyway, I appreciate the fact that he's doing efforts now. I've never thought that he would do such things. I just hope that he'll continue doing what he's doing. I hope he can stand my shifty moods and everything about my weird personality.

I appreciate everything that you do. Don't feel like as if I don't care. I can feel things. I know you're somehow cut(?). I don't know which term I'll use. Anyway, I'm just like this. I'm shy and I didn't mean to hurt you if ever I did.

School was so much stressful. Good thing I finished my Math homework. I just have to do Physics, Chemistry and English. That's a less burden. Well, I guess I'll get to finish everything because I have to.

Anyway, about the Valentine's Day, my mom allowed me to go out. haha! One of my friends asked her for me. Wow! Now, I might come. I admit. I don't want to come because I feel bad when I see couples for obvious reason. lol. I'll go out that day and have fun. I don't have to torture myself, doing homeworks and stuff. haha!

I can't remember the details of happenings in the past few days. So I guess, that's all I can write for now. Take care :)

Happy

Today is my First Anniversary in Australia!!

haha! I'm so happy. lol.

Anyway, Valentine's Day is soon. whew! like as if I care? haha! Well, it's gonna be my 2nd loveless Valentine's since.. *sigh* Well, I guess there's nothing wrong with that because I'm finally happy. I'll just spend the day maybe doing homeworks(?) or revisions(?), anything! I don't want to go out. I don't want to see couples displaying their affection in public. Maybe I'll just think of it as an ordinary day :)

I'm so tired today. I won't do any homework. I got the whole of week end to do those. I just want to relax. I just can't go online though. My brother is online and he doesn't want to sign out(?weird). *sigh* Tomorrow is Swimming Carnival. Another hate-day for me. At least I'm going. haha! but I won't participate. I'll just be there to support my house. :))

I'm getting more random now. I think I have to freshen up. Take care :)