Sad Day

It's not a nice day for me. Maybe because it just suddenly became hot. I couldn't stand the heat. Plus, there are other things that make me feel so bad.

Why is my brother acting so weird? Am I so mean that he wouldn't want to talk to me? or at least look at me? :( What have I done wrong? I just didn't make it to study night because I had a headache. Is that the reason why he's like that? I don't know. He didn't wait for me in the morning. He didn't sit beside me in the bus. He didn't talk to me at all. :( I'm a bad girl.

What is wrong with the people today? What is wrong with 646? I'm happy in a way that he is a bit comfortable now. I feel good about the fact that he can express himself more distinctly. However, everything which is too much is not good. I'm not saying that he is over-confident or something. It's just that, I don't know.

Do I know what he's thinking? Obviously not. That's why I'm sad. Does he think that I'm too easy and he already got me? I don't like this situation. I feel so bad. I feel NOT so Filipina. I don't know. Maybe I'm just confused.

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Anyway, I had three periods of Math today. I'm super tired. I'm super exhausted. We finished two sets of HSC Review Sheets. At least, I forgot everything for a while. Math is a nice time-killer and a pain-reliever. haha! I have loads of homeworks today. I have to work on Chemistry, Physics, English, Economics and Math. I think I can never live without Math. haha! All of my subjects involve Math, except for English and Religion.

It's a hot, exhausting and a super SAD DAY. :(


***in pain***