I finally got the result of my trial hsc. I have been through a lot of trouble into preparing for that test. Sleepless nights, well almost. And of course dedication and passion for the subject. I have been in love with this for so many years and I just feel so great of achieving my goal.
I got 92% in the trial hsc which is way better than my goal of at least 90%. I'm ranked 5th among yr 12 and accelerated yr 11 students. It just feels so wow to be at least in top 5. Of course, Paul and Kevin got the top, followed by Andrew then a yr 12 guy ... then me (: The top ten was dominated by year 11 students. I think only 2 or 3 people from yr 12 got in. I couldn't brag about this because the year 12's are going through a lot of pressure, knowing that they're doing other subjects as well.
Last Monday I had an exam as well in which I didn't really have the time to study. I've been so busy and problematic over the weekend that I couldn't even concentrate on my work. Luckily, I've been a great student *wink* in class that I managed to be attentive. I didn't feel the need to cram because I just felt that I am actually ready for it. I finished the practical exam without any worry. It's like Chemistry is a natural thing for me. Everything just falls into the right place (: I heard that I got 37/40 and I ranked 2nd. I haven't seen my paper though, means I haven't checked for extra marks *wink* which is really possible to get because my teacher is such a careless marker d: I wish I can get two more marks to come first. But surely, 2nd is good enough for me. (:
The serious problem that I mentioned in my previous posts gets lighter everyday. The world is treating me fairly and I don't feel depressed anymore. I don't feel any burden or anything close to what I felt almost a week ago. Unfortunately, mood swings are still bothering me, more like of a bother to other people d: Well, I couldn't do anything about it. I've been really mataray/masungit/suplada (snobbish/grumpy) even when I'm in the Philippines. Having been mentioned this, I don't think there's anything wrong with that. I mean, I am who I am since I was in the Philippines and no one has ever called me an anti-social until I came here. I don't know. Maybe it's because of the cultural differences. Who's pretty in there is just 'ok' here and who's pretty here is 'ugly' there. Completely opposite worlds. WOW! But I oddly love both for sure! (: Where was I? I completely dragged the topic out.
Going back, the feeling I have at the moment is just so light. I can't feel any burden. I am happy. I can easily smile. Another answered prayer, and I am so grateful for all these. (:
I just want to add, I officially burnt the j word and excluded it from my vocabulary. I am so going to avoid it and I will try not to be affected at all. I know, I shouldn't be in denial stage or being like a hypocrite so I am saying that I was j but I will try not be anymore. (: Anyway, I got to thinking that if it's for me, it will find a way to get to me. Here's some more: If you love someone, set him free, if he comes back then he's yours, otherwise he never was; A guy wouldn't care about his admirers if he already admires one special girl. (: I don't need to act the way how I did twice. No one knows how ashamed I am right now, but what's done is done and I couldn't change anything about it. Don't worry, I wouldn't care no more because I don't have the right to. So I guess this is it.
This has been a very pleasant night for me (: WOW the stars are brilliant. The world is just so wonderful, isn't it? hehe. Good night (:
Combined passion and sacrifice can lead to success. ^^,
I got 92% in the trial hsc which is way better than my goal of at least 90%. I'm ranked 5th among yr 12 and accelerated yr 11 students. It just feels so wow to be at least in top 5. Of course, Paul and Kevin got the top, followed by Andrew then a yr 12 guy ... then me (: The top ten was dominated by year 11 students. I think only 2 or 3 people from yr 12 got in. I couldn't brag about this because the year 12's are going through a lot of pressure, knowing that they're doing other subjects as well.
Last Monday I had an exam as well in which I didn't really have the time to study. I've been so busy and problematic over the weekend that I couldn't even concentrate on my work. Luckily, I've been a great student *wink* in class that I managed to be attentive. I didn't feel the need to cram because I just felt that I am actually ready for it. I finished the practical exam without any worry. It's like Chemistry is a natural thing for me. Everything just falls into the right place (: I heard that I got 37/40 and I ranked 2nd. I haven't seen my paper though, means I haven't checked for extra marks *wink* which is really possible to get because my teacher is such a careless marker d: I wish I can get two more marks to come first. But surely, 2nd is good enough for me. (:
The serious problem that I mentioned in my previous posts gets lighter everyday. The world is treating me fairly and I don't feel depressed anymore. I don't feel any burden or anything close to what I felt almost a week ago. Unfortunately, mood swings are still bothering me, more like of a bother to other people d: Well, I couldn't do anything about it. I've been really mataray/masungit/suplada (snobbish/grumpy) even when I'm in the Philippines. Having been mentioned this, I don't think there's anything wrong with that. I mean, I am who I am since I was in the Philippines and no one has ever called me an anti-social until I came here. I don't know. Maybe it's because of the cultural differences. Who's pretty in there is just 'ok' here and who's pretty here is 'ugly' there. Completely opposite worlds. WOW! But I oddly love both for sure! (: Where was I? I completely dragged the topic out.
Going back, the feeling I have at the moment is just so light. I can't feel any burden. I am happy. I can easily smile. Another answered prayer, and I am so grateful for all these. (:
I just want to add, I officially burnt the j word and excluded it from my vocabulary. I am so going to avoid it and I will try not to be affected at all. I know, I shouldn't be in denial stage or being like a hypocrite so I am saying that I was j but I will try not be anymore. (: Anyway, I got to thinking that if it's for me, it will find a way to get to me. Here's some more: If you love someone, set him free, if he comes back then he's yours, otherwise he never was; A guy wouldn't care about his admirers if he already admires one special girl. (: I don't need to act the way how I did twice. No one knows how ashamed I am right now, but what's done is done and I couldn't change anything about it. Don't worry, I wouldn't care no more because I don't have the right to. So I guess this is it.
This has been a very pleasant night for me (: WOW the stars are brilliant. The world is just so wonderful, isn't it? hehe. Good night (:
Combined passion and sacrifice can lead to success. ^^,
Update:
I came down to 6th because someone got extra marks and beat me by 1mark. Still good though (: and I got 93% not 92%. <--- Trial HSC
Just today, I found out that I came first, finally, in extension 1 math exam with the mark of 38/39 (:
I came down to 6th because someone got extra marks and beat me by 1mark. Still good though (: and I got 93% not 92%. <--- Trial HSC
Just today, I found out that I came first, finally, in extension 1 math exam with the mark of 38/39 (:
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