There's a rainbow always after the rain...

How could it be?

How long will this be?

Can I still endure this?

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Super weird to look back, super exciting to look forward (: But it's the best to enjoy the present ♥

HSC here I come. (: I'm gonna own you. ♥

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Bitter Byes

I'm never good in saying goodbyes. It's always been my reflex to go away and avoid goodbyes. After awhile, I then regret doing so because I've missed the only chance of saying it. I don't know though why I keep doing it over and over again even though I know I don't want to do it. This is so hard for me. I want to disappear. I want to go back. I hate this.

This is even worse than what I experienced two years ago. This is so much painful because I've never thought I'm going to be able to make this many memories in such a short time. Seeing the faces of my friends and my classmates and knowing that it's one of the few times left, I always find myself with teary eyes. I hate crying. So I just walk away.

It's been two years, almost three. I still remember my very first day, their first greetings to me and the first lessons we had together. Why does everything have to come to an end? Here I am again, finding it so hard to let go and move forward.

"Here have some bubbles"

"YAY!!!"

"Give me two...", I said.

"Why two?"

"Nope. Never mind. I just need one", I forgot I have no one to give it to.

Seeing my spot so empty and blowing bubbles alone make me so sad. Another form of goodbye. Where are you? It's only been less than two days and I feel like I haven't seen you for years.

Why does it have to end? Why can't I just stay in High School? When will I ever learn to say good bye properly?

Psst

I forgot I didn't publish the following post after the weird one. It was saved as a draft. There's a date there. Please check (:

It's nothing. (: